Empty - Olivia O'brian

I can't handle these pressures All I can say is this stress hurts Things are supposed to get better I just need to put myself first I'm always trying my hardest Not to pick myself apart, this Energy's killing my vibes now Sometimes I just wanna drown out All of the thoughts in my mind Too much going on at the same time I wish it would stop and I've tried, but Life just sucks then we all die

That's just reality, yeah don't lie to me Yeah I'm f*cked up but I don't wanna be

I wonder if I'm good enough But maybe I've just had too much To drink, to smoke, to swallow I'm drownin' up my sorrows There's rules I'll never follow Pretend there's no tomorrow I wish there was no tomorrow

But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

Wish I could erase my memories So I could stop feeling so empty I wish this sh*t wasn't so tempting But it's hard to resist when there's plenty Of things I could do to f*ck me up I wanna let go but I'm feeling so stuck So all I can do is fill up my cup And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts

That's just reality, yeah don't lie to me Yeah I'm f*cked up but I don't wanna be

I wonder if I'm good enough But maybe I've just had too much To drink, to smoke, to swallow I'm drownin' up my sorrow There's rules I'll never follow Pretend there's no tomorrow I wish there was no tomorrow

But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

My body's shakin' My head is achin' It feels like my heart is breakin' My body's shakin' My head is achin' I can't fix this mess I'm makin'

But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

P.S, I hate Bee Swarm Wiki. I won't anymore until I get blocked..... -LeslieTheGarnetFairy

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